now i really must go

in a race I try so hard to speak quickly (yet not aloud) those
thoughts I shouldn’t think
before she returns –

just
so many things
left unsaid! like bundles of yarn in a basket

that someday I’ll knit
as we sit

someday
(I hope soon)

… but not today.

(not) asleep

sometimes (in the
night, upon waking) I wonder if
I've made
a mistake

sometimes I wonder
if you
wake
and wonder the same